All About Me

Past three Days

2010-01-13T03:51:00.000-08:00

Past 3 days was really meaningful for me in school in 2010 year!!!!
I wont forget about this memories And it would be forever in my mine..
School have asked 3coaches from achievers blahblahblah to our school to coach us on how to prepare ourselves for our exams and olvls and played games with us.. Really fun!!!! Laugh till we cant tahan.
This course was long form morning till 6pm in th evening.. But time flys really fast and i cant bear to leave my lovely, funny and cute coaches - Coach Sabrina, Coach Ernest, Coach Vennesa.
Cach Sab was really good at brain-wash.. She really helped me alot... Super duper..
She damn funny lor!!!! hahahahaha... Nvr moody for past 3 days and my health was okay..! Really happy this few days, and i decided to plan my time well for this year.. No slacking, do hw using my own hand w my own brain. Yst slept at 10.30 which was early for me but im really happy and very super tired.. today really cant bear those coaches.. Haissss....
Hope tat i could see them out there..
Im gg to strive for A's in ALL my subjects..
Nvr give up..
Oh yah!!! In this programme, i found out that i belong to 'I' personality person, balanced-brain and my learning style is Auditory.

*The key to SUCCESS is in your hands. There's no "'ïf only'" when everything are over....

Thanks Coach sabrina for bringing me back to usual again and ready for a war with my attitude. Really thanks a looooottt...

School Days

2010-01-08T07:51:00.000-08:00

TIRED !
TIRED!!
TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gonna sick soon ahhhhh.....

Tmr got training!!! Goodnite!

Nice Sunday

2010-01-03T05:18:00.000-08:00

Today woke at around 12 plus.. Planned to do hw w bh they all at 12.. But cant get up.. So meet them later. Ate abit for breakfast, went out w mum to admiralty. She bought her things and i bought my skol shoe.. Damn warm. Perspire all th way till i reached home. My mum super clever. I told her tat i dont want t eat lunch. Then she just go buy mine as well as hers. Then bobian jiu ate my luch at triple 8. Stomach bloated haha. Rushed home, then went out to meet en on bus and went to cwp. Found xy they all.... But??? They went home accept Sherwin and christine.. went to mos burger, copied hw.. 1/2 way through, christ went home. SO left 3 of us. Yong en, Sherwin and me. Long time we nvr see him lerh.. Become alittle bit more good looking only haha. DOne w hw, then went to popular as en want see her things and sherwin wants to buy exbk.. After tat went to old chanki... Donno spelling correct anot. hack care. bought 2 currypuff. one for dad and one for yingling haha.. Took bus home.. Then now im using my computer.. Later gonna pack bag and iron my clothes again)))))': HAissssssss.... Nid see mdm vani face again liao!!!! STRESS!!!!!!!! Nid sqeezzzzzzzzz the bus again hais):

Happy New Year!!!

2009-12-31T10:53:00.000-08:00

Went back to malaysia for 4 days..went genting also.
Fifth day came back.. So total 5 days..
Very nice trip there.. Very cold.. Had alot of fun.
I just love malaysia.. My hometown..
All are natural..Trees.. Flowers.. Animals.. plus All my family are there..
Ate alot of delicious food..
Thanks my da yi and da yi zhang alot...
They took us to alot of places where we nvr been there befor
WEnt to amusement park.. (Played all kinds of games. Got flying coaster also. Most regretting ones was that i nvr play th 15 storey high de.. sad. Noone wanna play.) Played in snow world(*Most fun* went in w bro, sis, 3cousin. Threw snow at each other! haas then our hands numb. Cant feel anything. Like gg to break while freezing. Very very very fun!!!!!).. Went to strawberry farm&mushroom farm.(natural place.. freash air. Felt calm and fun.) Went to ther de red house which have been there for 200 over years..( alot of birds in a big tree.. then shit is like raining, keep falling down. Disgusting. One of the shit hit my daddy's car. Hahahaha)
WEnt to eat the most memorable food-- satay celup. First time eat in my whole life.
Pictures are updated in my brothers facebook..

To be continued tmr..

Fuck

2009-12-25T03:02:00.000-08:00

whats haoppeing to everyone.. you guys change alot and i really feel fucked up. especially her.
she's like a bitch to me now. asshole.
theres no best fren in my life but bitches..
people really change.
and i hated their attitude.
do i have to play well in order to get ppls respect? or wat fuck things..
sometimes i asked myself y does my mum gave birth to me.
rather be a butterfly flying arond th world freely.
cant stand it anymore.
FUCK.

Yst went to marine square to celebrate ys bd.
Dam sian..
Zao zi dao jiu don go le.. It doesnt make any diffence with or without me there lo.
Im just transparent in their eyes..
Nth t talk much..
Thon over th nite and watched th movie avatar w old boys and anan and en.
reallie a nice movie.. love alot..
Then took mrt home..
Washed up, Slept till now..
Really v v v tired..
Like dying...
hais.. ppl dont care u so much also when u say u feel unwell..
hate this year..
faster get out of my fucking life.

Cooling Day

2009-12-22T07:33:00.000-08:00

TIRED!!!!!!
Volleyball..
Eat..
Chat..
Home...
Rest..

GOODNITE.
Nth to write today..
Ps...

Night- Rainy Day

2009-12-21T09:02:00.000-08:00

Woke up early in th morning @7.30.
Heng got huiyu call if not cant wake up lerh.. SHAG
Coach come fetch.. Then got huiyu, yingtng and ying2 also..
Went to BoonLay sec first..
Reached there play vb.. lol
Their Standard okok la.. Cant say they bad also..
Then very sian.. Played match lorh..
Then keep playing w yu..
Wont fail to make me laugh de stupid gal..
At 12.30 went to eat at kopitiam.. Near th school.
Then must eat v fast cos coach nid reach by 1..
But ofcos we late..
Me and yu eat v fast till dam full lorh..
Feel like vomit.. Disgusting..
Then drink alittle bit coke jiu go back car..
In th car VERYVERYVERY FUNNY!!!!
Huiyu keep keep make me laugh!!
Cant help it..
Den gastric got worst..
Really REally v pain...
Den reached Greenridge @ 1.20..
Reached lerh den went to refilled water den went up to their ISH.
Then gastric really pain jiu cant play for awhile..
Took a rest...
Till coach ask for help.. i silence..
Cos coach need help..
Played w two little girl..
Both fummy and cute..
April and kit yan..
Play fininshed then took a rest....
Then jiu help again...
Help throw ball den blablabla.
Then jiu cant take it lerh jiu go sit down..
Dont wan say how pain liao..
After greenridge jiu go home..
Reached home, bathed, watch tv, rest
Actually gg to watch movie but then tired so don wan lerh plus not feeling v well
Then watch tv till now then..
Tmr got traing.. Gosh.. Dead.
Today till here baa...
Oh yah!! JZ ! Stop making me laugh!!!!!!!

GOODNITE! SLEEP TIGHT.
How i feel today?
-happy
-pain
-tired

Rainy Day

2009-12-19T09:31:00.000-08:00

Here goes my life again.
Tday woke woke up at 11.30.
Then actually planned to go school at 12 plus derh..
But v tired so go late late.. Haha..
1.30 reached skool then jiu training liao..
Today setting kns lorh..
WTF SIA..
Irritating.. Haizzz...
Sorry girls. I done my best my best liao..
I'm trying very hard lerh..
sorry...
After training went to play bb with knor, yvonne, yt & christine awhile.
Then jiu go mac find Bgirls and old boys and coach..
Ate a few fries..
Den jiu go to th sp de pet shop see hamster, guinea pig and rabbit w yingying..
DAME CUTE LORH!!!!!
If i got money i definetely come and buy you home derh..
Quite ex ahhh
Feel like sqeeeezing them!!!
Then after tat go back mac then saw yt.
Then we two go play bb for awhile.. Each pumping 10 time hahaxx.
Then jiu go back mac find them again..
Slacking all th way..
Played game boy, chit chat, watched soccer..
Very COLD at mac!!!!
very very very very very COLD!!
Forgot bring my jacket..
Then just now at mac my gastric dame pain...
Very.. Haizzzz
Then 10.30 went home by bus w chunhao..
He say he buying me puppy on my birthday!!!!
woosh!
Heehh... Hope he keeps his promise!

Walked home alone on th dark dark road thinking of lots of things tats happening arond me this few days.. Very moody this few days.. Whenever i think of it, my tears start to roll and heart starts to aches like hell. Very long nvr this lerh.. Hais wat's happening to me sia.. ): where th strong yingling???
Yingling may look cheerful outside but nobodies knew wats aching inside her. She lonely, nobody and she hates herself.. She hopes to stay cheerful but she just cant make it! Nobody understands herrr... Who can cheer me up? Only her pet hamster....
Sorry teammates.. Really sorry..
Pulled you guys down and i dont think i suit to be your setter..
Sorry Girls..

Gonna sleep late tonite..
Not sure tmr gg queensway or not..
Quite alot ppl gg lerh..
Plus noone company my mum at home today..
So mostly not gg out bahxx.

Thats all for today..
Goodnite.

How does i feel today?
-sad
-lonely
-alittle bit angry
-no happiness (smile bu qi lai)

Rotting Day

2009-12-18T04:19:00.000-08:00

Today is another day rotting at home!!!
Actually today was planning to go greenridge..
But slept late yst at 3am plus..
So cant woke up today.
Shag ahhhh

Hmmm..
Wat's today life leh??

Woke up at 2plus..
Lie on my bed then lazy to get up
So i carry on do my jigsaw puzzle where yst was 1/2 done..
Today i completed it!
Very cute lorhh
A cat lai derhhh
hahaha Going to buy more of it.
Done le jiu go eat my breakfast and my lunch together when
my fren force me to..
Hmmm.. After eating jiu lie on bedd.
Watched tv and do all stuff.

Tmr got training.
Hope to play wel tmr ahhh.
Schools are gg to reopen lerhh..
Gosh.
HAte hate hate..

Let's end here bahh..
Gonna go eat my dinner..
Hmmm.. how i feel today nei??
-Tired
-Happy

GOODNITE.. OINK
Gonna sleep late again..

Finally my 1st blog for 2009

2009-12-17T08:34:00.000-08:00

wow..
finally i post my blog.
Yupp. This blog is dead but it revive again.
This holiday was mostly spent on vb.
And gg out with frens.
Haven even done a single hw yet siah
sian lorh
Skool gg to reopen lea..
Haizzz.
Hate skool ah
Tmr nid help coach go greenridge..
5days playing vb lerh!!!
puo ji lu
really v tired now adays
I'm gg t genting lo..!
Heard tat its cold there..
Gosh..
Write till here lerh
donno got ppl see my blog now anot
haha
today mood not good. Arg

2008-09-22T00:10:00.000-07:00

Long time nvr blog le..

Going to rotten soon.

Today woke up at 6am den go school at 6.40am

around 7 reach school

assembled in class and went t class late

Then after school come yongen hse do project

Sian. ystday slept till 2-3pm

Damn tired..

Like getting sick soon ba

Headache..

Fever..

Didnt ate luuch recently

Saving money..

Haize bankrupt always

This few days quite miss volleyball

Scared that when go back training liao then become noob.

I feel that after no cca for this time beings,

im copping well with my studies

hope i could get the sub that i wanted lor.

i hope my life wont have lots of troubles for me

i hate ppl disturb my life

Damn those ppl

Fcker. humji kia.

Think you big arh.

Wher big. Anyhow talk nia lei.

i didnt say u then u come disturb me.

nb. What you wan. action nia.

Scared nia lor. yucks man.

Will write comment when i feel sian lor.

Takecare everyone arh.

Love my friends (:

the painful day

2008-08-18T01:40:00.000-07:00

Long time nvr blog le
lazy lahzz
Preparing exam nowadays..
Going causeway recently
haiss..
Something bad happen to me..
Sad lorh
Why ppl change so fast de
He hurt me alot sia
Scold me till lik wan kill me lik tat
Wats wrong with u?
Im i tat not good than ur ganjie mah?
My attitude reallie makes you fan mah?
Do you know u was the 1st guy said leh
How could u.

Said love me the day before
say don love me yesterday
say don contact and just say goodbye today

Today got eng and math exam
Eng okok
Math haven done finish siia
ass lor
50min how can do finish sia
siao
think whole class will fail lorh
During math kept thinking of him
See the paper then donno how to do liao
waste time revise exam

SAD LA SAD LA
WHYWHYWHY
WHY HE DO THIS TO ME?
CAN ANYONE TELL ME?
HE WAS NOT THE PERSON I KNEW THAT DAY
REALLY..
I DONT WISH THIS TO HAPPEN

Tmr got vb..
Tired Tired..
After tmr jiu can relax lor!!!
Yipee!!!

2008-07-23T02:27:00.000-07:00

WHO WAN HAMSTER ??
i need a caring, kind, pet lover owner .
i hav no time to keep my hamster..
needing someone to help ..
anyone love hamster?
if yes, tag me and tell me
i will contact u as soon as possible..
i wan to see my hamster often if i can.
i love them..
so i need a caring owner
anyone?????

starting to emo again.
haise
for fun

life still carries on

2008-07-13T03:38:00.000-07:00

something is happening in my family..
having lots of trouble and doesnt know wat to do
someone was ther to support me.
but im scared..
if he just leave lik tat,
wat should i do?
he cant help me anything also..
sometimes good, sometimes bad.
which is the real side of him?
stressing this few days..
slagging sia..
didnt do hw .
didnt go skool
lol
leaving in darkness and who will help me on the light?
and hold my hands to walk through the thunder and storms?
maybe he hold and walk off alone,
leaving me behind..

hate studying
hate problems
hate this world

love family
love my frens
love him

volleyball and dance is my passion..

labels: never leave me when im in need.

Deepast Memories In Me .

2008-07-04T03:17:00.000-07:00

Wow .
So longg didnt blog le .
Lazy sia . lol .
Ystday, my team showed me how they
reallie did their best for the match .
im so happy that they have done reallie well .
But too bad that we were not able to go into the top 8 .
but from ystday game ,
i reallie learnt alot from my girls .
I knew how i easily hav a black face .
think tmr ystday is our last game together ba .
Sure will miss them loads .
tears came down when i think of how hard we hav
came through . we did our BEST .
i will always rmb them and they will leave
me the most deepest memories
in my heartt . Love them narhs . SobSob .
Hope they will go to national top 4 next year
without me . The useless setter .
Doyou think so?
C girl ^ 2007 LOVE YOU ALL .
If still got chance , i hope we could go out
and strive for our exellence again .
I really cant bear to leave you all .
Girls , must do well next year worr .
Dont disappoint me k?

Tiring all this while and did hav enough rest .
No appetite to eat everyday .
How? Some times only drink jiu full le .
Tmr we gg sentosa after training .
Yipee !!! But cant go into the sea .
Sadsad . Alergic to sea sia .
Hais . Stupid skin :(
think later also not eating le ba ..

JIAYOU worr !!! MY cute girls ..
muacks .

labels: missing the moments when we were together .

2008-04-16T00:18:00.000-07:00

we go to the national volleyball le!!!!
im alright le..
after all this painness and sadness,
i found that its no use.
ystday, i just hurt a guy feeling.
he so emo today.
hais...i think i know how he felt ba.
it s the same feeling as i felt that time.

today sun haven woke up, i woke up,
then go school. reached school liao
then study study study. test test test.
sian. somemore my science fail so badly lor
then he seems so disappointed lor.
i really don understand ma.
chem so difficult for a slower pupils lik me.
u go too fast and i cant follow well.
i don wish to get last in class either.
after school, eat then go fren house.
sian.. latr go go home liao gg out with someone.
tis few days so sian lor.

i hav one msg for him
"walking alone on the lonely path,
when we used to walk together ."
eu still rmb the path wher we walked evertime?
i see u smile, i smile.
i see u sad , i sad.
i see u pain , i more pain.
i need help, i help.
bitterness came when u hate me.
painless came when you hurt me.
happiness came when we together again(not possible anymore)
jealous came when seeing u with other gals..
will eu feel the same too?
i dont think so ba.
u seems don care le.
but thers u inside me.
and is forever.

i bought two cute little hamster to entertain me!!!
they so cute lor.
guess wat their name is?
HUAIDAN and WENROU !!!!
boy girl
love them. haha so cute. round rond de..

labels: nomatter wher you are, i will be ther for eu.

2008-04-05T23:06:00.000-07:00

we lost the match.
I'm so disappointed.
but on Mon, we cannot let it be again..
today morning woke up,
watch TV then wash up
eat liao change cloth then go fren house.
use com till now...
finished hw liao...
I'm beginning to hate that parson whom i love most
should the result turn out this way?

i really hope there's a shoulder to rely on now
bitter day by days
tears rolling drop by drops
painful everyday
happiness not a single days
and no one understand

someone told me that last year,

I'm a cheerful and good girl.

but now he said this year,

becos of all the stressfulness and unhappiness,

i changed and become the parson i am today

i don't wish to also

but i changed is all becos the boys forced me to

i feel sorry for myself and with disappointments

i hope i could close my eyes and just leave this world,

without anyone knew and the ones whom hate me,

will be happy when they heard this news..

i will changed so much becos the sec ones came..

i just have a bad feeling that one day,

they will sa bo me.

should i hurt myself and inorder to let him care?
labels : hurt ppl is easy but letting the sorrow inside our self is painful

scary moment

2008-04-03T20:17:00.000-07:00

today woke up. then went to yongen house use com.
then use till now, gg to prepare to go match.
gg meet cgals at cosway. as a team.
the most scariest moment.. but he was not there to support me='(
today they no training and yeasterday he was sicked
donno why he like so dulan me like tat
i really tat fan meh?
he like don even wan to talk to me lor
hais hav to carry on my journey myself lor
later after match, the result shoud be out le ba
if we lose, then i think our effort will all gone!!
thanks to our lovely MR ONG TECK BOON!!
hahaha
jiayoujaiyou ar!!

labels: Never ever lie to me agian. And pls don ignore me pls
i will go crazy .

Today damn angry and sad lor .

2008-04-02T03:44:00.000-07:00

yesterday argued with tat guy again..
i don wish to de lor.
he damn fucker lor.
he made my mood go down sia.
Ass llorr
He changed liao.
Not the good boy i knew last time ="(
Today in school, quite fun at ih class then went for eng lesson then
the other biscuit also damn what lo!!!
f_ck also!!

But got someone i love most who kept me alive till now.
That was my meimei, CHRISTINE WONG!!!
iloveyou christ.. thanks for standing by my side and let me smile.
xp my team mate ar!!! jiayou lei !!! Fri is the serious match!!!
Lets work together as one and don giv up ba=)

iloveyou alot. Dont hurt me agian please.

2008-03-21T00:49:00.000-07:00

what attitude you all gave us !!!
you all must get clear that we are your seniors lor. You should all
respect us . Dont always we need us to tell eu all to do
what then eu all to do de ma!!! Idiot lorh!!
Somemore we told eu all to do quickly but eu all seems dont care.
Dont think eu all are very big lor. Our mood were down because of
eu all lor. when the ball rolls into the court , eu all still dont care lor
If we get injured, BLAME who? put the blame on eu all meh .-.-

what a fucking group i hav for ih lor .
suai sia . sian.. what the heck lor . i dont giv a damn liao
Always bully me de. So what im small in the grp but not as
big as a LEADER . so what?
scared meh? Zero lor. I tthink i hav to tell ms zhang about this.

My hope were going to be vanished into the air soon or later .
im getting tired . i dont wish to care anymore liao.
although we still bro and sis, i still wish that we dont know each other before.
My fate woundnt change if i never met you at all. sad.
you told most of the boys , all my secrets..
how am i going to face it? no face liao lor .
but ''someone'' kept telling me to go on and dont stuck half
way through. Keep going on . Infront would be better.
Im so stressed . Cher giv so much hw . one week holiday nia lor.
then so much hw, no wonder some youngster , becos of stress
and did what shouldnt be done.
Die.....

LOVE MY FRENS AROUND ME WHO GAV ME A SUPPORT.
ESPECIALLY MY LOVELY {{CGIRLS' 2007{{
loveyou lots

2008-03-20T19:32:00.000-07:00

FEELING LIK GIVING UP .

2008-03-17T16:49:00.000-07:00

this few days, i felt quite lonely and

didnt hav time to hav fun.

i feel like giving up on this earth..

im really tired of it .

i cant take it anym0re . today we are

having match.. im so stressed up ..

IM TIRED OF MY LIFE..

but my frens were by my side to

encourage me nomatter where they are..

i really hope i hav got a 24 hr of rest .. ='(

thanks alot my pals..

thanks for what eu had done for me..

waiting patiently throughout my life .

<33

2008-03-13T03:25:00.000-07:00

We still lost to the Shuqun sec .

today we had the match and in the middle of the match ,

yongen sprained her leg again!!! haiz..

our team tried our best . anyway i had the practise

in the hall for the dancing in the 10th anniversary sia .

so ugly and ps lorhx . yuckx!!!!

i still cannot forget about him lor.. today we lost then i kept thinking of himm lor..

sian . in the last match, we won.. my head so dizzy..

maybe didnt get enough rest ba . sadd .. ='(

JiaYou ba cgals . Loveyou .

2008-03-12T02:45:00.000-07:00

Hi all , i just created a blog.
Today i went to Singapore River for our
sculpture walk . The things there were
exxxxx larh deyyyy. sucks lorh. It were
raining the whole day. So cold. ><
hope he will be just there to hug me , to give
me warmth . heee :D Our bus driver look like
Mas Selemat . 90% . OMG .
he were damn fierce uh. he scolded just for eating
on his bus . NiaoJi. haaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Peeps , if you happen to pass by my blog.
Remember to leave me a taggg .
Thanks larh deyyyy. Takecare all.

Cgirls , JIAYOUS in tml friendly match.
We will try our best tml.
If not , he will nag nag nag ^^

Label : whoaaaa , my blog.