Wednesday, April 16, 2008 12:18 AM
we go to the national volleyball le!!!!im alright le..after all this painness and sadness,i found that its no use.ystday, i just hurt a guy feeling.he so emo today.hais...i think i know how he felt ba.it s the same feeling as i felt that time.today sun haven woke up, i woke up,then go school. reached school liaothen study study study. test test test.sian. somemore my science fail so badly lorthen he seems so disappointed lor.i really don understand ma. chem so difficult for a slower pupils lik me.u go too fast and i cant follow well.i don wish to get last in class either.after school, eat then go fren house.sian.. latr go go home liao gg out with someone.tis few days so sian lor. i hav one msg for him "walking alone on the lonely path, when we used to walk together ."eu still rmb the path wher we walked evertime?i see u smile, i smile.i see u sad , i sad.i see u pain , i more pain.i need help, i help.bitterness came when u hate me.painless came when you hurt me.happiness came when we together again(not possible anymore)jealous came when seeing u with other gals..will eu feel the same too?i dont think so ba.u seems don care le.but thers u inside me. and is forever.i bought two cute little hamster to entertain me!!!they so cute lor.guess wat their name is?HUAIDAN and WENROU !!!! boy girllove them. haha so cute. round rond de..labels: nomatter wher you are, i will be ther for eu. Saturday, April 5, 2008 11:06 PM
we lost the match.I'm so disappointed.but on Mon, we cannot let it be again..today morning woke up, watch TV then wash upeat liao change cloth then go fren house.use com till now...finished hw liao...I'm beginning to hate that parson whom i love mostshould the result turn out this way?i really hope there's a shoulder to rely on nowbitter day by daystears rolling drop by dropspainful everydayhappiness not a single daysand no one understandsomeone told me that last year,
I'm a cheerful and good girl.
but now he said this year,
becos of all the stressfulness and unhappiness,
i changed and become the parson i am today
i don't wish to also
but i changed is all becos the boys forced me to
i feel sorry for myself and with disappointments
i hope i could close my eyes and just leave this world,
without anyone knew and the ones whom hate me,
will be happy when they heard this news..
i will changed so much becos the sec ones came..
i just have a bad feeling that one day,
they will sa bo me.
should i hurt myself and inorder to let him care?labels : hurt ppl is easy but letting the sorrow inside our self is painful Thursday, April 3, 2008 8:17 PM
today woke up. then went to yongen house use com.then use till now, gg to prepare to go match.gg meet cgals at cosway. as a team.the most scariest moment.. but he was not there to support me='(today they no training and yeasterday he was sickeddonno why he like so dulan me like tati really tat fan meh?he like don even wan to talk to me lorhais hav to carry on my journey myself lorlater after match, the result shoud be out le baif we lose, then i think our effort will all gone!!thanks to our lovely MR ONG TECK BOON!!hahahajiayoujaiyou ar!!labels: Never ever lie to me agian. And pls don ignore me pls i will go crazy . Wednesday, April 2, 2008 3:44 AM
yesterday argued with tat guy again..
i don wish to de lor.
he damn fucker lor.
he made my mood go down sia.
Ass llorr
He changed liao.
Not the good boy i knew last time ="(
Today in school, quite fun at ih class then went for eng lesson then
the other biscuit also damn what lo!!!
f_ck also!!
But got someone i love most who kept me alive till now.
That was my meimei, CHRISTINE WONG!!!
iloveyou christ.. thanks for standing by my side and let me smile.
xp my team mate ar!!! jiayou lei !!! Fri is the serious match!!!
Lets work together as one and don giv up ba=)
iloveyou alot. Dont hurt me agian please.